i really just want life to be simple...if only for alittle while, i'd be satisfied

dang its been a while

everything has been kinda crazy, wit teachers tryna fit everything into the semester cause its almost over;

final papers;

and then the finals i'ma have to take in a week

but yea, life has been alittle crazy

I FINALLY GOT TO GO HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lol, thanksgiving break was so fun and restful

i got to spend time with the fam, i took my siblings to the movies

{lol we saw HSM3 =) }

and i got to see my friends, ari, mina, and nae'

we didnt do much, we were just chillin over mina house for like 6 hours, lol

but u kno, thats how good friends are, we can spend hours on end wit each other doin absolutely nothin

i <3 fam =)
when i came back i had a ton of work to do though


i have a philosophy paper due today, i finished it last night


then i started workin on my final english paper, the rough draft is due today and i just started it last night, lol


i did pretty well though, its supposed to be 5 pages and i have 2 so far, the final draft isnt due until tuesday


WE DNT HAVE CLASS MONDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


lol, i'm excited =)


anyways...


so of course there is information on zach...


he's been talking to me alot, like on facebook n stuff


on monday he came to my room just to say bye to me before he went to work


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pure confusion


then last night, he was IM'ing me from work


and he "confessed" (his word not mine) that he has feelings for me and that if it werent for his "situation" (once again his word) he would try to be with me


....


now wat the heck was i supposed to say to that??????????????????????????


no one is forcing him to be with the girl in cincy!!!!!!!!!!


no one said he has to be such a jerkface!!!!!!!!!!! (lol roomies word)
idk
the worse part is i still like him too
cuz we'v been talking to each other since the summertime (on virtual orientation)
so we were getting to kno each other then
so idk, maybe because we were talkin for so long (jus as friends) i developed alittle crush
THAT WONT GO AWAY!!!!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >=(
y do i get myself into these situations?? i mean seriously????????
wat the heck is wrong wit me?????????
watev, at least today is pretty much over...
except for the mounds of hmwk...
O! GOOD NEWS!!
I GOT A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAY NO MORE BEING POOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol {if you cant tell, i'm excited =) }
i dnt start till january 12 but i'm jus hapy to kno i'll have a job next semester
and i'm not worried about it being to overwhelming because my schedule is freakin awesome!
i dnt hav any classes before 10:00 and the job involves calling pples houses,
so they cant have me callin early in the morning!! which means no work in the morning =D =D =D =D =D =D !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but anywayz...
i'm happy about that, kinda tired right now though
i stayed up till one starting my english paper,
then woke up a half hour early cuz i had to actually get dressed for class cuz i had to go to my meeting with my employer right after class
then i went straight to Artstreet for english class
then i went to eat wit my roommate and kai, then philosophy class...
and now i have hmwk...
i'm definetly feelin the lack of sleep...
i think i'll take a nap and start my hmwk at 7...ish...maybe...hopefully?
lol, no i'll do it, its jus that now i'm kinda tired...
maybe i'll blog again later {prolly not, lol}
dueces!

~!~Ki~!~